Yep, I did it. I bought bigger clothes. I really didn't want to do this. I was hoping to diet and exercise my way back into my clothes. I didn't do it. They were too tight and I was miserable. I was getting to the point of not wanting to go out of my house because my clothes were too tight. This is humiliating to me.
I want to stay positive about this. How??? I'm really going to have to do some thinking about this. How can I put a positive spin on this huge fiasco? Think, think, think. (Do I sound like Winnie the Pooh? 'cause I could really use some bread and honey right about now.)
Now I can eat more.
This is the very thing I DON'T want to do. This is the very thing I'm afraid I WILL do because I'm wearing bigger clothes.
I can still exercise.
I can still use portion control.
I can go out and be among the people. Now I have clothes that allow me to go out. Maybe now that I know people can see me again I will have more motivation to diet and exercise.
I certainly feel exposed right now. This feeling is a bit uncomfortable, but, really, anyone that is not blind can see me and knows my problem. So, there it is.
On the positive side. I'm way more comfortable in the bigger pants. REALLY!
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This is the very thing I DON'T want to do. This is the very thing I'm afraid I WILL do because I'm wearing bigger clothes.
I can still exercise.
I can still use portion control.
I can go out and be among the people. Now I have clothes that allow me to go out. Maybe now that I know people can see me again I will have more motivation to diet and exercise.
I certainly feel exposed right now. This feeling is a bit uncomfortable, but, really, anyone that is not blind can see me and knows my problem. So, there it is.
On the positive side. I'm way more comfortable in the bigger pants. REALLY!
